I wish I could see him this weekend. For this semester, I've been so spoiled by getting to see him so much. I got used to seeing him every weekend and now I have to wait until Wednesday.
Looking back, I have no idea how I got through last year. It's been hard keeping up with a long distance relationship while in college, but I think we've done a pretty okay job. We still love each other very much, still have the same goals, and at the same time, haven't compromised our individual education goals. That's pretty incredible in my book - and hopefully in the book's of all who doubted us.
We have two school years and a summer left before we get to see each other every day again. I've forgotten what it feels like to not have to say goodbye. I'm ready to see him every single moment of every single day. I want that so badly.
To everyone who said it would be too hard, ad to everyone who said we'd change to much in college, and to everyone who said we couldn't make it - we've proved you wrong so far and will continue to prove you wrong. You can find your soulmate at 15/16, and it can last through several significant obstacles. We're living proof.
I've never been so sure of anything as I am about my desire to be with him for the rest of my life. Nobody loves me more, knows me better, or wants happiness for me more than him. Who could possibly throw that away for anything in this world?
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