It has been one awful week, that’s for sure. Actually, it’s been an awful few weeks if you want me to be honest. I’ve been in a funk for quite some time and I’m ready to get out of it.
I am going to start moving forward, starting today. No more wallowing in self-pity. It’s time to fix it and move on. Time to amp up the job hunting more than I ever have. Time to put aside any work drama and do my job to the best of my ability. Time to get out there and find more friends to socialize with. Time to get my grad school application turned in (I wasn’t going to say anything since I’m tired of sharing my loads of rejection with all of you. But nevertheless, I need to tell all of you since you are important parts of my life. I am applying to Texas Wesleyan for a Masters in Science Education so I can become a health professor. Yes. I’ve realized that this might be my real goal in life. I’ll keep you posted as always.). Time to make something out of this big-girl-married-college-graduate thing.
I am exhausted but it’s time to turn that into motivation. Exhausted from trying. Exhausted emotionally. Exhausted from worrying. Exhausted from working so hard to accomplish nothing. But I am turning all of that around. I’m turning exhaustion from trying into fuel to fire my passions. Exhaustion from my emotions and worrying into strength and appreciation for what I do have. Exhaustion from working so hard to remember where I am going.
Please stand by me. This is going to be a bumpy ride. I need friends and family and so much support.
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