So as you can tell from recent entries, I've kind of been in a weird mood lately about this being my last semester and all. I've been so worried about waking up one day years from now and regretting speeding through these "golden years". It's not that I want to stay here longer, because everyone knows how anxious I am to start my new life with a wonderful guy. But I want to make sure I've spent my time here wisely. The nostalgia has set in.
But then I talked to Shauna.
She made me feel better and said exactly what I needed to hear. The reason I feel like I'm doing things the unorthodoxed way or that I might be doing things wrong is because no one else around me is going through this. No one else has a future so in-reach like me. I'm just doing things differently - not wrong.
She has made a good point about the college years. They aren't meant to be a lengthy and drawn out period in my life. They should be a stepping stone and not an era. I refuse to let my college years be the peak of my life. There are too many good things to come.
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