Yesterday’s picture – published today - is based on the fact that yesterday I never left the house. I was lazy and bored and being driven crazy.
You see, I have had a lot of down time and time to myself. Sure, to most, a few days at home relaxing sounds great. But I’ve been here far too long. My days have gotten far too boring. I am going insane. All of this has me wanting a job more than you will ever know.
Last night my mind was racing. Worried about finding a job. Worried about money. Worried about forgetting all that I have learned in my college career due to my brain sitting here unstimulated. But then a few realizations hit me. For one, I need to be using this time for good and not bad. This of course did not translate to my Army Wives marathon this morning, but will motivate me for the rest of the day and during my time off. I need to read up on my textbooks to stay sharp and qualified in case someone suddenly throws me into a career in which I need to know all that I have learned. And the other realization is that my future job is going to be fast-paced and challenging. Why else would God give me so much down time now? He knows that I’m going to be pushed into something incredible and exhausting, so He’s preparing me now. So I need to enjoy this while I can.
Another thoughtful entry, brought to you by me.
4 months, 25 days, 3 hours, 50 minutes
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