I Don't Want to Go Back to College Station

I have two weeks left up here in Bedford and I'm glad it's not any less than that. This next year and a half is going to be VERY challenging for me. I really don't want to go back to College Station. I'd rather be here where I never have to say goodbye. Here where I get to see him whenver I want - and not just on random weekends. This long-distance thing has gotten so hard, and now with our future more visible than ever, it's even worse. I know I have to go back to College Station (and I will) but it'll be the hardest three semesters of college yet. :-/