Sad :(

So last night at 3am, it finally set in that I'm leaving the love of my life - once again - in 8 days. I couldn't help but get teary eyed. These long breaks are great because I get to see him just about every day, but they're hard to come back from. It's hard to jump back into reality and remember that we're in a long-distance relationship. It never gets easier, and in fact I think it's gotten harder since our relationship has matured so much recently. I want to stay here with him forever. It is going to take every ounce of my being to get back in the car and drive to College Station. I HAVE to finish out my school there, and I will - but it will still be very very sad and lonely. At least I have school to distract me, and at least there are only 2 more big breaks before we no longer have to say goodbye.