Still Not Ready

Tomorrow I head back south to school. I’ll be leaving in about 18 hours or so. I sure will be missing him a whole lot. I mean I’ll miss my family like I always do, but it’s different with Phillip. I can’t explain it, really. I’m going to miss him. I’m not ready. I will never fully be ready to leave him. It never gets easier. I’m going to miss him so much, it’ll hurt. :-(