Phillip just left and my heart is breaking once again. Every time seems to get more and more painful. I cannot express to you enough how badly I am wanting December 18th to get here. I am tired of being in a long-distance relationship. I am tired of my heart hurting and the tears that come down as soon as his car is no longer visible.
At the end of high school when we decided to go to separate schools, I knew we’d be fine and knew we’d grow stronger together – and we have. But if I had known then how miserable I’d be now every time we have to part ways, I would have never come here.
I love College Station and Texas A&M, don’t get me wrong. I have made some great lifelong friends and wouldn’t change that part of it for anything. But what I would change is College Station’s location. Why can’t it be as close to home as UTA is? Or even UNT… I’d take that over 3 hours away any day.
But I can’t change that, and I can’t change the current situation we’re in. All we can do now is wait impatiently for my to graduate and move back home. Until the next time I see Phillip, I will sit bored and trying to figure out what to do to keep busy.
I know it's tough, but hang in there. When your mother was in San Marcos, and I was in Georgetown, I felt the same way. That's a shorter distance, but back in the olden days, it took just as long to travel that distance in a horse-drawn carriage... :) When your mom moved back to Richmond to start planning the wedding and I was still living in Austin, it became unbearable! Always remember, good things come to those who wait. The hard times make you stronger. (That's all the cliches I can come up with right now...) It will be here soon enough. I know it's hard, but it will be worth it!!
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