I miss him.

I miss him every day. I miss him when I see couples holding hands around campus. I miss him when I count the days until I see him. I miss him when I have a terrible night and need a huge hug. I miss him when I think of how he looks at me. I miss him every second of every day.

Antsy

So three of my friends got engaged this weekend!!!

It's so exciting for them, but makes me feel anxious. I'm so jealous of them.




But then I realize that I have the best boyfriend in the entire world and that's all that matters. He'll know when we're ready, and I trust him to propose when the time's right. :]

Plans for the Future

So last night, when Phillip and I were talking on the phone, we discussed our future plans. It was the first time that I got to hear from him - without any of my input - what he sees for us in the next couple of years.



I must say that I realized that we don't have as much planned as I thought we did. What he said pretty much lined up with what I have in mind, but we have so many unanswered questions!!



We both want to get married during the summer of 2011 (A-A-A-A-A! Sorry, had to do it). However, it's looking like Phillip will still be in school and with nursing school hopefully in my near future at that point, money is a growing issue.



Will we have enough money to put on a wedding? Will we have to postpone our honeymoon? Will we have to move into his parents' house instead of an apartment?

I don't know what to expect with the money stuff, but know that I will be with the man of my dreams no matter what. We WILL make it. I have a plan to start saving now so we can have some money to live off of. It's kind of exciting not knowing wha the future will hold, but scary at the same time.

Together, we can conquer the world. :]

Happy Anniversary!

We've been together for 4 1/2 years today.

I still love him as much as I did then, and perhaps even more.



Here's to the next 4 1/2 years with the man of my dreams.

Love is An Ongoing Process

It's about making each other a better person than they were the day before.

It's about loving the other person more than they felt loved the day before.

It's about making that person happier than they were the day before.




I love you, and promise to do the above listed things every day. :)

I Wanna Love You Forever (by Jessica Simpson)

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm ask forevering of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

I Love Him

VERY MUCH