I'm missing him a lot right now. This week we've been a little tense with each other, with exams and just being busy with our day-to-day lives. But I still wish he were right here next to me, holding my hand.

All morning, I was remembering the night Phillip proposed. Ever since that night, my head has been spinning, and today I got to stop and remember that I have never felt this much love from him ever.

I love him. Period.